VanityCaseBox: A Little Inspiration, Maybe?

Many say that they will love to re-live their childhood but If I had the option of re-living it, I wouldn’t go back. That’s because I like to move on. And If I have to say, the last 3 years of my life were pathetic. And, I’m being really kind by using the word “Pathetic.” If I could, I would ERASE that time. No doubt I learnt a lot of lessons, but I have also lost a lot!

I had my own issues of being bullied, taken for granted by many people, haven encountered people with ugliest hearts, having self-esteem issues but thankfully, I’m in a very comfortable space today. I had acne throughout my teenage years and thankfully to the emergence of beauty blogs, it’s a lot in control. Even though I have full coverage concealer, I use them rarely because I feel comfortable in showing my bare blemished face. I don't have any beauty routine. My everyday makeup includes compact, eye brow filling, gloss/lipstick and just an eyeliner!

But Yes! I’m not completely happy with the way I look. The thing I hate most is that I’m not able to lose weight. Although I just need to lose 6 kgs to be in my ideal weight, but I still can’t do it. I can’t fit into 80% of my wardrobe and I don’t feel like buying new clothes because of this. I hate the fact that acne erupts on my face mostly when I have special occasions! I also hate the fact that my eye wrinkle pattern is just like that of my mom, which means deep eye lines!

I’m a firm believer of kindness and love, not just for family but also for strangers. And, No! Bitter things in my life have made me practical but not bitter! I would never be that ugly person that masks makeup on outside! The more I share, the happier I feel.

There’s no point in being harsh on yourself. It’s tough but learn to accept yourself. Don’t feel guilty for your weaknesses but try to keep improving on them. For instance, I speak really fast and I’m trying to slow down the pace.

I’m a beauty blogger and I love communicating in beauty communities and blogs. I go outside many-a-times without any makeup! And, at the end of the day and sometimes, in early morning.. I’m just a girl who has scattered hair, super oily skin, I love being silly, I am very moody and many-a-times my secretive nature is been taken as rude, I can’t always find the sun to be shining, I over think many-a-times, I sometimes don’t remove my eyeliner before I go to bed (Guilty!), my nail polish is chipped, sometimes..I need to know that I’m one hell of an important person in someone’s lives.. Sometimes, all I need is someone telling me that “This too shall pass on. Don’t worry.” But I guess, getting non-fake sympathy is too much to be asked for.

Yes, I know of my weaknesses but I really don’t want to be around with people who keep pointing them out to me. I have come at a point where I am tired of pleasing all people because I just can’t handle more of their shit and keep fixing myself for them every now and then. I don’t need any more of dramas in my life.